mi cusku fi la salis. goi ko'a fe lu le nu catlu la .angl. kei cu cinri .i ji'a le nu catlu la .amandas. kei cu cinri li'u
.i ko'a cusku lu ma pare'u cusku ru li'u .i mi cusku zo. mi
ah no I'm picking up new unimportant thing again
but lojban is so interesting
and I just realized that
the previous entries are not understandable at all!
.i ma krinu le nu da gasnu lenu le blacykabri .uu cu janli mi seri’a le nu aspo by kei mu’i le si’o da cikygau mi
Jun 3
Jun 8
Sep 5
first week of new term. my goal was to “stay good”
fine, but can be better.
nice chats with linzis during vacation about bl manga
and stuff. and talks about my problems with
specific girls at school too. feeling better. probably
salis & angl : stay happy
p.s.
May 6 : NOT!
May 7 : just forget it please
May 4 2022
Dear diary I found this diary under a pile of books.
Mom & Dad have been strictly restricting my smartphone usage, so I can’t write in “Diary.txt”; I accidentally left my notebook in the computer room at school, so no “Loose”. That’s why I’m writing here.
Being away from games & coding is driving me crazy. Perhaps things will get better if I can get rid of “procrastination” (that’s a new word I learned from school lessons). Just gotta do things more efficiently, and then there’ll be time to play.
That is much easier said than done, if even possible.
Today has been another typical failure for me. I got home at ~7 PM, when I could have just got down to my homework. It was not until dinner that I did. That said, I could not focus a bit. At some point I fell asleep. It was at midnight that I opened my eyes again, only to find that I had done nearly nothing the entire evening.
There’s gotta be a way out of this…
May 7 @8AM
No math homework yesterday, so I finished quite early. I even had some time to play G.I.
Maths is hard
May 11 @6PM
GIRLS ARE SO DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH
(see loose)
May 16 @9:30PM
Once again stuck at home taking lessons online due to the pandemic. Seriously hope this won’t last too long…
Sat May 21 @12AM
Mom got angry with me again on Thursday night, After persuasions, it seems she has decided that it’s better to try a screen time management app than to Confiscate my smartphone entirely.
I was caught playing G.I., after which I actually did some serious maths revision, as kind of a compensation.
p.s.Sally blacklisted me on WeChat after the recent incident but now she isn’t blacklisting me anymore. (By “blacklisting” I mean I was unable to view her moments.)
Gotta follow a “Dopamine diet”.*
Similar to “Dopamine fasting” but not too much. Technically does not reduce production of dopamine.
Mon May 30 @8PM
Mom & Dad are back to work. One step closer to going back to school.
No social activities recently. I haven’t been communicating with KLUS because there’s nothing to talk about. I used to take my online lessons on a laptop, in which case I do some programming as well. I talked to KLUS mainly about programming, but now I’ve switched to a smartphone for lessons, so no more programming.
Residents have been required to take nucleic acid tests each day since the recent COVID outbreak in parts of Tianjin. Grandma came here before the outbreak, but has ended up staying longer than expected due to not being allowed to leave.